Haiiiiii so long yah i dont write and catch up with this blog, pardon my lazyness hihihihihi...
So i promise to more often blogging ;)
From 2012 - 2014 my life totally changed from single to taken (not single to mingle anymore) *nyiahahahahahaha :))* from single to double, from single to marry girl hihihihihi *blushing*
Let me update one by one if you want to see some of my wedding pict please click at my wed blog
Love Life
It's one of the hardest thing in my life, i have to choose who will be my future husband. Yeah, as you seen in my blog you'll know who's my special one is. The 1st one is Hun, he gone by the wind from my life and i think this our destiny to separated, Allah is too kind for me and Allah give me the chance to leave Hun back from my live and i can trough this. I hope he will find the way and the good companion for his life. Amin.
The second one is my obsession love, yes i think i'm obsessed with him "UTA" aka BO my high school mate, my good looking guy, my athlete body man *you name it, MYA! ;)* i think it was my first love. my journey, my friendship, my bff man, my comfort zone is him. but now we truly best friend forever, my husband know all the truth about my relationship with Uta. after up and down in our relation so we decided to separated. he won't to be an obstacle in between me & faizal. he believed that Faizal is the right one for me and he is too late to save me as his girl :(( . for me is very hard decision, i still hope that Uta will stick up our relation, we know that is not normal relation. he so cool in the real cool meaning, he act like a boy (childish), can not have commitment explication about us but me is me, i still stick with my feeling with him. till the time that my mom asking about next step about my relation among Uta or Faizal, i can't answer quickly i need my time to think more and more. when i asked Uta about our then he can't explain and he let me go... he give his best pray for me & Faizal it was hurt me so bad *can't stop crying on that night* so i should let him go...
Goodbye my first love, my teenage crush you will always in my mind ;)
And the last one is my husband my true love of my life, Faizal. One of the most patient man with big-heart and very kind person. Can't thank enough to Allah who send him to me in the right place and right time. he is my junior high school mate and my childhood neighbor ex boy friend *hahahahaha* yeah i know him from Anissa my neighbor. i escort them to Plaza Senayan hahahaha jadi nyamuk orang pacaran ceritanya... and after 15 years we met again on facebook. he came to my gym and then we chat like a long lost bestfriend and he give all that he has to me. his time, caring and loving me as much as he can. that makes me flattered. he closed to my mom and my mom respect to him. i can say my mom was felt in love with his attitude. our relation is not smooth as you think. we have to fight against the world for our relation. and it worth enough :)
now almost 8mos our mariage we stil hope and pray for our love. we know love is not enough you must have faith and sincerity in this part. may Allah always be with my family...
xoxo,
MRA
