huuffttttt.....
i know i can through this but please let me shared my current feelings here, he send the info to our high school whatsapp group, honestly lil bit shock but i know it will be happen sooner or later. he said 26 april 2015 their wedding will be held at Masjid Sunda Kelapa. yes exactly same place with my wedding venue. it so wow for me. ahhh why i have to get this UHH feelings, my heart just cracked but not into pieces hehehehe...
i can't be so selfish bout his life, he deserved to married the girl that he love and that's not me huhuhuhuhu... come on mya!!! i should pray for his maried life, when i replied his msg on whatsapp i just said "barakallah BO semoga lancar sampe hari H" and he said "makasi ya my, datang yak"
ooh my ... did i should come or not? i'm in dilemma, let me think first. but i told to my hubby about this and my hubby said we should come and thank God he can go with me, Faizal is my strength now, i can breath very well.
now H-5 of his wedding, my heart and my feeling is back to unnormal, up and down but i won't cry just get flashback to our memories, he will be always have space in my heart, i love my life now with my hubby who loved me so much. i have no regret to know him as my 1st love now is time for me to let him go with the girl that he choosed for the rest of his life.
i pray the best for you, Rusdiansyah Putra, you will be my bestfriend forever.
goodluck on the future BO....
